Осень бывает разной. И яркой, как багряные и солнечно-желтые листья деревьев, и унылой и бесцветной, как осенние дожди. Бывает и такой. Когда нечем дышать, когда кажется, что все еще любишь, все еще скучаешь... Словно тебе вкололи дозу воспоминаний, которые теперь роятся в твоей голове, колют сердце, заставляя его биться чаще, а ты задыхаешься, кусаешь губы, словно проживая заново те дни. Как глупо-то. Ведь уже давно друг друга не любите.
Но осень бывает и такой.

I wish this could be
A happy song
But my happiness disappeared
The moment you were gone
Don't think I ever believed that
This day would come
Now all I'm feeling
Is lost and numb

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I would try

But I, yes I, miss you
And it's killing inside

I'll always be thankful
For the time we had
We were blessed
I should celebrate
But I feel too sad
All the wonderful memories
Just make me fall apart
And it feels like somebody's
Stabbed me in my heart

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I wouldn't cry

But I, yes I, miss you
And it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
Want you by my side

Walking, holding hands
Talking, making plans
Touching my heart my soul

I wish this could be
A happy song
But my happiness disappeared
The moment you were gone
Tell me it's not happening
Say it's not as it seems
Tell me that I'm gonna wake up
It's just a bad dream
Please tell me that it's fiction
Tell me it's just a lie
Whatever you choose to tell me
Please say he didn't die